And So It Starts ..

Thought i'd give this blog a whirl, sorry Dan as usual I steal your niche and completely immerse myself in it. Hope you don't mind .

Been having some pretty deep thoughts lately, about who my real friends are and who I can actually see myself being friends with years down the track. I've been unintentionally snobbing those that I don't see "fitting the bill" and I apoligise to you all now, not like any of you will read this, because i'm not giving the link out. But i've realised the person who i've become the past year is a complete work of fiction. She was the girl that you wanted her to be. She enjoyed the things you did, listened to your tears and sorrows and went through her own, letting few in yet putting on a happy facade because at the end of the day she was the girl you wanted her to be right ? and the girl you wanted her to be was never upset , always happy and smiling. But in reality, she is much deeper than that. And few of you ever got to know that girl.
I've realised that some of these friends are completely immersed in superficiality (is that even a word lmao?) and outward appearances. Judging people is one of their strong points. A classic example of this was last weekend, when the girl you wanted decided to take a friend to an event that you were all going to be at. The friend wasn't stereotypically "pretty" or "stunning" , and you were all absolutely horrified at the fact that the girl you wanted was seen with this girl! Oh the shame you would all have to face! So you decided to completely ignore the friend the girl you wanted was with, making it quite clear your feelings of her, hoping the girl you wanted learnt her lesson.
How pathetic. I've never met people as cruel hearted as you guys, yes sorry forgot to add that little factor, it was a group of 7 guys. You all need to grow up and face reality, never look down on someone unless you are helping them up! You are going to miss out on alot of amazing people if you have that attitude towards people.
Wow I never imagined i'd really enjoy ranting this out onto this blog, the anonyminity of it all is so exciting XD I don't think i'll show this to any of my friends, if they really want to they can search and find it somehow, it shouldn't be too hard (:
But enough of the whinging, lets talk about the positive! I'm listening to keep ya head up-Tupac and its making my mood vastly better!
Tomorrow i'm going to have a real catchup with Jade, i've really missed her ever since I left Whangarei. We have a really unique bond that I can't really explain. We may fight (and when we do we really fight!) but at the end of the day we know that we have each others backs for life and nothing can change that. I guess we're bonded for life hehe, she's like a sister to me and its really nice to have a bond like that with someone i've known for a year!
I guess I should fill in a little survey for this anyway, so I can laugh at it in years to come when I reread this!

Basics:
DOB: 23rd of June
Birthplace: National women's hospital.
Current location:The lounge chillaxing.
Eye color:Brown.
Hair Color:Black!
Height:Hm about 177cms?
Heritage:A mixed bagg. European,Samoan,German,French Canadian,Scottish,British.
Piercings:Bellybutton & Ears.
Tattoos:None, not into them on myself.
Favorite:
Band/Singer:Singer? Mariah Carey for a singer, Katchafire for a band.
Song:Juicy-Notorious BIG ! (:
Genre of Music:Hip hop probably.
Color(s)::Pink,Black,Anything neon.
TV show(s):Shortland Street.
Movie(s):Notorious,The Breakfast Club,Pretty In Pink.
Food:Italian or Thai.
Store:Supre!
Drink:Riccadona Asti!
Clothing Brand:Dior (:
Shoe Brand:Doesn't bother me.
Animal:Kitten I guess.
Pizza topping:Vegetarian.
Season:Summer!
Month:January!
Holiday:New years.
Flower:Frangipani.
This or That:
Sunny or rainy:Sunny.
Chocolate or vanilla:Chocolate.
Fruit or veggie:Fruit.
Night or day:Night!
Sour or sweet:Sweet (:
Love or money:Love.
Phone or in person:In person.
Poor & happy or rich & miserable:Poor&Happy.
Looks or personality:Personality.
Coffee or tea:Tea.
Hot or cold:Hot.
Your:
Goal for this year:Survive it!
Most missed memory:Primary school, those were the days!
Best physical feature:Haha I have no clue.
First thought waking up:Wheres my phone?
Future:
Do you wanna get married:Yup (:
Do you wanna have kids:Yes!
If so, how many:No more than 3.
What do you want to be:In life? Happy.
Do You:
Dance in the rain:Not anymore, don't want to wet my straightened hair haha!
Smoke:Occasionally.
Drink:Yeah.
Shower daily:Yup.
Like thunderstorms:Nope, I get scared!
Curse:Yup.
Sing:Yess,not well hahah!
Play an instrument:I cn play the keyboard hahah!
Think you are good looking:Not particularly.
Get along with your parents:Most of the time.
Other Questions:
Can you whistle:Yes.
Right or left handed:Right.
Your bedtime:Whenever I feel like it.
Biggest fear:Being alone.
3 things you can't live without:cellphone,hair straightener,hair straightener.
Color of your room:Different shades of blue.
Siblings:A brother & a sister, and 5 half sisters.
Middle name:Ann.
Pets:A dog.
Nicknames:Star.
For or against gay marriage:For.
Thoughts on abortion:Up to the person.
If you could be anywhere right now where would you be:Argentina.Or Singapore.
Do you wear contacts/glasses:No.
Are you afraid of the dark:Yes.