soo confused .

i went from having the best day ever to the absolute worst .
thursday was sports day , which was fun .. i kept seeing the hot guy , whose name is actually chris .
after sports dayy , me chris krystal an reyah went to go and get alcohol for the party that night .. which was algood ..
we went to the party , and me and chris got real close .. started hooking up at the party (big mistakee !!) and a group of girls saw and got angry and yelled abuse .. so me and chris left , he ended up staying at my place , we didnt do anything like that .. but he ended up asking me out and stuff , and i thought all was fine until today when i recieve a text from his supposed girlfriend ??
i can't believe i got into this mess , and the worst thing is i still like him :(
i don't know what to do or what to believe .
i just want to crumple into a ball and die ..